It seems to me like you've had a very bad run. I play live as well, so I can tell you from experience that the bad beats online seem to be much worse for three main reasons. You are seeing 3-4 times more hands online than you would in a live game. Also, you are playing in freerolls. Players in freerolls tend to play very wild. You wont see someone calling an allin with 27os in a $200 buyin tournament. The last reason is simple, if you make a stupid call in a live game and win, the players at your table will let you hear it. Online you'll hear it, but who cares, they're not sitting across from you.
If you want to play in what I consider to be the most realistic online poker site, give Pokerstars a try. The players are better and for some reason, I haven't experienced as much bad luck.
Just felt like more than bad luck. I am not saying online suspicious. But feels strange. I play on carbon free sit n go's. played 23 times already. 21 times I got to heads up with more chips than the other. Every time it went the same way. I stopped geting playable cards and then when I did played them aggressive and got called with rags and turn river did me in. 21 times same way. Get me frustrated.
Do you play online profitably? I normall play small limit holdem. not $200 tourneys
I am trying to keep to a slow ball style of play seems I do best that way.
Thanks for the reply. I keep it under consideration. I won't stop playing freerolls, if anything good practice recovering from tilt lol